It's been 5 days now since we last worked on our project. And the progress is nada. Zero. Zilch. I can't get myself to feel excited about something I totally have zero knowledge about. Plus, I was born in an era where "boredom" is seldom experienced, given the wide variety of leisure choices. I feel really sorry for my partner. She's stuck with some lazy person who can't even seem to focus on a particular thing. And what's worse, I'm stuck too. Just stuck. Usually, I tend to be able to figure things out the moment I see them. But no matter how hard I scrutinize the "stuff", I can't seem to figure out how it's done. Either I'm just putting too much pressure on myself or I really am this dumb. Umm. I'll choose the former.

God bless us. We're supposed to pass a fully-working program this Tuesday. Even worse, we have to actually know what we've done or act as if we know what we've done. Great.

12:43 PM

What is going on with the world? As if being left by someone you like is not enough. Now I have to deal with yet another dilemma. Why does it have to happen now that I already know what I want - who I want, for that matter. Or so I think. I didn't know life could be this confusing. I seriously thought I can easily handle anything that comes my way, being the objective and logical person that I am. Seriously. I was one of those people who were unemotional and very detached from the world. And this is even supported by my sign, Aquarius. I used to be able to solve problems in a systematic and efficient manner. But now, it has come to the point that I don't even know where to start. At all. Give me a series of Math or Circuitry problems and I could very well choose to answer those than these of my own. I don't usually believe in signs. Though it may seem otherwise. But that's only because I tend to joke about being superstitious and all — believing in zodiac signs and the like. But that's only for fun. I am too sane for that. No offense to the believers. I have to admit, though, sometimes I just want to believe the things experts say about my personality as an Aquarian. That way, I might be able to convince myself that I really am logical. And that I can somehow give solutions to any problem the world throws at me. How I wish. But right now, I have to put this at the bottom of my priority list. There are so many more important things to bear in mind. Like my Electronics Eng'g. exam tomorrow, for example.

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